Don't make me...

Ok, I have some news... I'm moving back to Cedar.
Now don't think that I fail at life, or that I'm becoming a monk or that I have decided to forget grad school and forge a new path, I'm just taking a sabbatical. If you want more info, feel free to call and we can chat, but it's not something I'm going to announce over a blog, so that's that.
I don't know when I'm coming back. I have a contract for my apartment until April and 2 really fun jobs up in Provo, so by that standard I should probably just stay up there even thought I most likely won't be in school next semester... but on the other hand I have a lot to do and the people I want to spend the most time with all live in Iron/Washington County.... with the exception of a few people in Piute County... anyway, I guess I should move down to be with them...
All of these decisions and everyone has an opinion that they feel is right... except for me b/c I'm torn between the people I love and the jobs and people at those jobs...
I am headed back up to Provo... a land where I rarely fit in, have very very few people I can trust and will sit around alone on my birthday... I do have a few things to look forward to: My really AMAZING aunt and uncle are giving me a birthday party on Saturday, that's going to be really fun and Kris and I are going to an ugly sweater party on Friday... both will be outside of Provo... I think it's a sign...
Anyway, I have had the best thanksgiving ever and I miss Cedar and I'm still here... If I didn't get to see you (brianna!) I miss you and will see you soon! For everyone that I did see, I still feel I didn't see enought of you! We will play again soon!

Jor